Friday, November 26, 2010
My Oh My
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Night Walk
Friday, November 19, 2010
SO
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Oh Great God
6Then I said, "Ah, Lord GOD! Behold, I do not know how to speak, for I am only a youth."7But the LORD said to me,
"Do not say, 'I am only a youth';for to all to whom I send you, you shall go,and whatever I command you, you shall speak. 8 Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you to deliver you, declares the LORD."
9 Then the LORD put out his hand and touched my mouth. And the LORD said to me,
"Behold, I have put my words in your mouth. 10See, I have set you this day over nations and over kingdoms, to pluck up and to break down,to destroy and to overthrow,to build and to plant." Jeremiah 1:4-10
I sometimes wonder if people will even listen to me when I tell them that I want to start an orphanage in China. Will they hear my message and say, "Oh, she's just a child. She doesn't have the experience or schooling or money to accomplish this." What if I can't answer questions that I'm asked? What if I stumble on my words when I'm speaking in a church? What if? What if? Well, Jeremiah said that he was just young and didn't know what to say. God assured him that He would put the words in Jeremiah's mouth. He also commanded Jeremiah not to be afraid because God would be with him. I'm not a prophet, but I am a messenger for God who will bring the good news of Jesus' love and salvation to China. He will give me the words, the strength, the time, the money, and everything I need to do the job. When God gives someone a job to do, He gives them what they need to finish the job. A promise I can hold on to.
Sometimes I look at my life and compare it to Paul. Of course, Paul wasn't perfect, but his life as a worker for Christ seemed so amazing. He was so selfless and giving and he followed God no matter where it took him. He was so in love with God. Then I look at my life and see the job that God's given me to do as one that is not as great as Paul's. But then I think...God's given me this job. Doesn't that make it great? Even if it's teaching a class of 5 5th graders for 8 hours a day or go around preaching in churches, it's what God's asked us to do. That makes it necessary and worthwhile and rewarding. One task isn't any more important than the other. The fact is that if God gives me something to do, I need to do it with all that I have knowing that it fits into God's plan somewhere and is just as important as anything else. Now I'm rambling...
To close I'll post a poem that I wrote today. I was reading in Psalms and a few other books and combined some verses into a poem.
He keeps my heart in perfect peace
As my soul trusts in Jesus' care
He is a rock that never moves
Jehovah al my burdens shares
God's steadfast love will never end
As He pours mercies on His own
He'll be my portion, says my soul
Until I stand before His throne
The Lord is love, and He is good
To those who seek His precious face
He'll ever lead us through the fire
As we trust only in His grace
His love will fortify our faith
He knows my sin and loves me still
I will make known His faithfulness
And I will sing forever more
I'll praise Him with my dying breath
My heart is glad, He's done great things
And on my tongue are shouts of praise
I'll love the Lord for He is good
And will be good through all my days
The Lord is love, and He is good
To those who seek His precious face
He'll ever lead us through the fire
As we trust only in His grace
His love will fortify our faith
Remember to look for the blessings that God showers on your life and praise Him and thank Him for them. He's a great God! Peace.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Like a Tree
Monday, October 18, 2010
God
You're bigger than the mountains I face
You're richer than the monetary needs I have
You're stronger than the devil who tempts me
You're wiser than those who tell me I can't do it
You're more faithful than my closest friend
You love me more than I can imagine.
I will trust and follow.
Friday, October 15, 2010
Oldies
I dug up some old quotes that I wrote or read and some old poems that I wrote.
"I do not desire to be known, but I desire that through me, God might be known."
I found this quote in a biography I read about Isobel Kuhn, a courageous missionary to China....
Often on the Rock I tremble,
Faint of heart and weak of knee;
But the steadfast Rock of Ages
Never trembles under me.
This next quote was from a biography that I read about George Muller:
"Lord, is it really possible that You will provide whatever I ask You for--especially concerning the orphan house? I praise you, Lord. Truly You are great and greatly to be praised that a mere man can ask of You, the God of the universe, and receive whatever he asks. Help me to be faithful to Your calling, Lord."
Two poems that I wrote:
GOD, I ASK
God, I ask why?
My human heart can't understand!
But I have confidence in you
I know that by your grace
I'm safe in your mighty hand
God, I ask where?
My feet don't know where they should go!
But I have confidence in you
That you will lead me where
Your perfect will has called me to
God, I ask how?
My mortal strength is gone, I'm weak!
But I have confidence in you
That you will give to me
From your hand all the strength I need
God, I ask what?
I do not have the words to speak!
But I have confidence in you
That you will speak through me
And that my tongue your grace will lead
God, I say yes!
Just send me where you need me now
For I have confidence in you
That if I give my life
You will use this sinner some how
ON MY KNEES
The power of prayer, I know it well
I see God's love at work in me
Though others doubt, in God I trust
I'll live this life upon my knees
It's pressing on when people fail
And waves arise and break on me
It's lifting up my voice to God
It's living life upon my knees
The power of prayer, to win the lost
To open blinded eyes to see
It's God who hears my earnest pleas
When I live life upon my knees
And when I reach that glorious shore
My Savior's face I'll finally see
I'll praise His name forever more
Before His throne upon my knees
I read a great quote from a book about the missionary C.T. Studd.
"Some wish to live within the sound
Of a church or chapel bell.
I want to run a rescue shop
Within a yard of hell."
I want the hard hitting, near the flames, crying out and pleading, rescue the dying, head over heals love for Jesus, total faith, trial soaked, nothing witheld kind of life. Somethat that I can lay at Jesus feet and He can say "Well done good and faithful servant." Something that I know I didn't just barely get by, but I gave every tiny bit of me to be spent by Jesus who so willingly gave Himself for me.
"You can trust God too little, but you cannot trust Him too much."
Well, there you have it. Peace.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Hermit Crabs and Bibles
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Off in Lala Land
It's like pulling teeth when I try to make my kids write neatly. I take off points, threaten with zeros, make them redo it, and they are STILL messy. I guess I should learn to have more patience and keep correcting them in love and not give up on them. After all, God doesn't give up on me when I keep on sinning. Even when He corrects me and I turn right around and do wrong again. Yes, I'm very thankful for God's patience.
Yesterday while I was waiting for the weekly Wednesday teacher meeting to begin, I was vacuuming the classroom in which we meet (because I love to vacuum.) I often leave the lights off in rooms because it tends to be more peaceful. I thought the floor looked pretty good...until I turned on the light. Then I realized how much dirt was still left on the floor. To my mind came a Biblical parallel. If we look at our lives in comparison to the rest of the world in general, we look pretty good. But just like I had to turn on the light in order to see the dirt on the floor, so we have to look at ourselves in the light of God's word in order to see the sin in our lives that we need to vacuum up. I pray that I am never satisfied with my spiritual state. Rather, I want to constantly be looking at my life in light of God's word in order to grow more like my Savior.
Another endlessly scrumptious day today. Clear blue sky, a slight breeze, and crisp cool air. Ahh I love fall! Peace.